30 days of truth: day three

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.Hmmm......this is a tough one. How much/little to disclose? Or which sin to pick?I grew up saying I would be a virgin until I got married. One day five years ago, I threw that all away. I was hard on myself because of that. I think for a long time after that, I just wouldn't allow myself to feel. I'm my mind, a lot of the sexual situations I found myself in was because I gave in too soon. So I punished myself by being cold. I could've waited.Also, I feel that if I grew up hearing words of affirmation from my dad, I would've waited as well. PSA to all the fathers out there: tell your daughters they are beautiful and worth the wait. They'll listen!That's just one of many. I'm human and I make mistakes EVERY DAY. I learned that I have to forgive myself or else I won't be able to live with myself.